Changing subject.

Some of you know that I have been in transition for some time, well it seems that today just may be the one year aniversary...Seems odd to think that it could happen so fast, Seperate, move, get moved, settle in and move again....anyway today I realized that I am following a story line that some of you may not care about,  wouldn't really say care other than some have said "who cares"  well in this case I care.  I am doing property maintenance right now and see my self between two worlds.  The one I left a year ago and the one I am living right now.  I visit the old life on occasion, and am reminded of the comforts of a long built life, but then I also visit the life of today, and am reminded of a contrite exsistance that I am trying to grow out of.  I deal with people on a daily basis who can't change a light bulb and I wonder if they are that stupid or that lonely, that they just need me to be in thier house for an hour giving them somenone to talk to.  Then I wonder where will my life move me to in the next chapter.  What I do know is this.  You can fix your problems 9 out of 10 times, just by trying, and here a year later, I have fixed 8 out of 10 of mine, not quite to par as I pointed out, I'm still working on number 9 and may sometime get to number 10 but know this for sure.(fo sho)  I have moved beyond the regret phase of this mourning and am moving to the I'm done talking about it phase.  Future blogs when they come will be about things other than my past life and who I was because these days I have a hard time remembering who I was, but am working my ass off to figure out who  I am becoming.